draft berkurun lamenya yang di post..

ive wrote so many 'ngabey' things before this n im sure people will be annoyed if i keep doing those..even for myself..

*sorry but i cant write something that would make u feel like 'WOW' or 'COOL!!' or whatever

coz..yeah..u know...im not really good in english...1 more thing..ignore the grammar mistakes..(=

so..................................................

im not gonna write a story ..but a bit of me, an imperfect...

~this is real~

~this is me~

i am me. in all the world, there is no else exactly like me.

i own everything bout me

my feelings

my mouth

my voice

all my actions

whether they be to others or myself

i own my fantasies

my dreams

my hopes

my fears

my triumphs

my failures and mistakes

best thing i can say is, i own me!

for those who dont know me..i cant be a bit crazy

ouhhh..or should i say im a real crazy??

i dont know but, few of my pc frens( whom i never talked to when we were in school but we only started some talks in fb after school years)

said that i m an arrogant brat!!LOL

damn! do i look that way??anyone can tell me??is it true?0.o

yeah maybe i look like an arrogant guy in some people eyes but

i think im not kott..

ok its easy to say that i may look like an arrogant to whom that i dont really know or to whom that im not really close with...

but, once u get to know me, u will find out that im an easy goin person

(that doesnt sounds like im boasting around right??LOL)

if someone(a stranger) sit next to me in a bus or in a hall for any occasion,

dont u ever hope that i'll say hi or start a conversation

coz u need to start it first! i'll appear as talkative as popping corns once u start asking me something or say anything to me ;p

yeah, i need a catalyst of 'hi' or whatever catalyst in order for me to show my true colors..once again i stress, im not an arrogant..

ive done many crazy things in life..coz i got some mental disorders..LOL

no, just kidding..but i really enjoy my life and i will do whatever i want n do whatever things that will make me happy

ive done this few times..,

(while i was in mrsm pc)i woke up early in the morning and started to jump from a bed to another bed, scream out loud singing songs and dancing..

while everyone had just woke up from sleep and most of them seemed like a zombie..but me.......~pervert~LOL...as long as it makes me feel happy, i dont care..haha

i hate being emo emo but sometimes i feel really depressed and sad esp after the addmath exam..XP but naa..it happens only once in a blue moon n the emo feeling will fade away bout few hours later

x ska la emo emo ni even for a while, so i'll quickly find myself something that can cheer me up..

everybody knows me as someone who is cheerful and crazy..

im easy that way..crazy, cheerful and perverted..LOL

one more thing, some people may hate it and some of them may like it...

i cant be serious LOL

i cant prevent myself from laughing

yeah! thats me!

I LOVE U MOM, DAD

post dri along kt fb..sebak bile bace,,T.T

Kisah ini saya dapat dari rakan universiti, dialog antara pensil dan pemadam diikuti pengajarannya. 


Pencil: I'm sorry !
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.


Pencil: I'm sorry because you get hurt because of me.


Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it.


But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself.

You get smaller and smaller each time.

Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this.

I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong.

Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one,

I'm actually happy with my job.

So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad.

__________________________________________________

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational.

Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil.

They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes.

Sometimes along the way, they get hurt, and become smaller / older, and eventually pass on.

Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse),

but parents are still happy with what they do for their children,

and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

All my life, I've been the pencil.

And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day.

For I know that one day,

all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have.

____________
We never know the love of our parents for us until we have became parents

holiday!

new addictions!!

*bobby andonov just love his voice!!

so sexy that might lead to eargasm lol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FIcPOEgfNog

*taylor matthews! another star from the x factor

god! i listen to his song cover of 'over the rainbow' almost everyday
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EkkaiTCCO94&feature=BFa&list=UUvF70D76rnlosBgeU9q9HFw

below was during his first audition (omg someone should watch this!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K6-G1kdStNA

*hiding my heart by Adele, *cries* omg the song is soo sad and beautiful...T-T
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wb4yZnwMQWw

*somebody that i used to know by Gotye http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UVNT4wvIGY

u should also listen to its cover by 

1)chester see and tiffany alvord  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xbpi_IvfIn4

2)walk off the earh  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9NF2edxy-M

3)boyce avenue   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBYymaN338E

they are just fawesome!!

*also this one guy, Leon Jackson winner for 2007 x factor

 (admiring his version of Do It Like a Dude and when he sings Dancing in The Moonlight, ouhhh, soo comel n lawak)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UyPGaw17OeA

*Ellen Degeneres Shows!!!

the hidden camera pranks were damn hilarious!!below is one of them!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oDpS7c9BZqo

*Michael Grimm ouhh just love his serak-serak basah voice
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IMvJw_TnyyU&feature=related

*Poplyfe!! a band of young people!!the vocalist, *speechless*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ersoozfWZRc billionaire cover
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=encX3kvQzoU a-dont-know-what-the-song-title by the beatles cover

its friday night....

its friday night. dont u like  it??
mlm jumaat = mlm yg relax dan santai...;D


im going to watch a movie after this..with my beloved roomate (belovedlah sgt kann)
i havent take my bath the moment i wrote this entry
since air x de (pathetic college) huhhh...


bile duk sorang2 lm blik ni tba2 plak terfikir something..


HAVE U EVER IMAGINE???
jengjengjengggg.....


have u ever think that one day nnti your blog will be read by your son/daughter or even your granddaughter/son or great great granddoughter atau serasi dengannya??


what would they think of us??with all the craps we wrote in it, what will they think??


'OMG, jiwang giler nenek aq ni rupenyerrr HAHAHAH'
'perrgghhhh!!!bukan main lagi datuk aq ni mase muda2....' 
ni maybe reaksi cucu INMA/HAZIQ bile bace blog nenek and atuk diorang...lol


'damn!!!granny is so coolll!!!she even wrestled with her brotherss!!' blog ainil??hahaha


me?i dont know what will they think of me after reading my blog..well. i think its just impossible..of course i'll delete this blog one day.


*start creating a reminder in phone to delete this blog in next 10 years like im 
going to use this phone forever *

gedik takk??hahahha

If you were my girl id treat you like a princess, never make you cry, give you attention, call you beautiful randomly, buy you random gifts, remember the little things and make sure you'd ALWAYS have a smile on your face...:)

rase sgt bahagie dikurniakan classmate2 yg sgt sporting dan unik..hahahahah

song!!

this song is AWWWESOMEE!!

coverby daniela :)

touched

pesanan dri abg trhdap adik ;)

'angah akan encounter sume persoalan ni..the sooner the better, sbb persoalan2 ni akan buat angah lg matang..mcm mane angah pandang hidup ni..ape yang angah nak kejar dlam hidup..adakah kita kejar gaji besar, kereta besar, rumah besar.barang2 mahal..atau kita kejar simply, kehidupan yang aman, fikiran yang tenang, dan keluarga yang bahagia..dan at last mati yang tenang..sbb kita konfem mati..hehhe..ok lah..fikir2 lah apa tujuan kita hidup..k ngah..all the best..jaga diri tolong tgk2 keluarga..sbb angah yang paling besar kat malaysia skrg..salam '

idk, but i think he has changed a lot

hummm..tak tahulahhh...

ok..lame aq x update blog kan?

biase la, artis..bz mmnjang

HAHAHAHAHAH

ni stu lgi crite ni..

tak tahu la kenape, tapi aq ska sgt cter peristiwa yg memalukan dlm ni

ni nk cter satu lgi la ni..heheh

hummmm...

ni petang beberapa hari lepas

selain

makan

tido

games

fb

(ha!! mesti korang punye same mcm list aq ni kan?jgn nak tipu arr)

ade satu lagi rutin aku yang lain

iaitu

angkut sampah!!yaaaa!!!tidak lain dan tidak bukan!

hahahaha..disebabkan sehari sebelum kejadian ini berlaku, aku tak ingat nak buang sampah yang ade kt dapur tu..(sepatutnye kene buang tiap2 hari.)

jadi hari tu pun ade 2 la plastik sampah yang sangat besar dan berat dan baunya...ishhhh3

anda faham2 ajalah..

disebabkan lagi, lori sampah tak lalu depan rumah aku nak kutip sampah, so kene buang kt tong sampah utama terletak beberapa meter dari rumah

ok biase la kan..aku naik motor la nak buang sampah tu

biase bawak macam biase jer..ni aq kne support sampah2 tu dekat pemijak kaki

smpai la dkt tong sampah utama, slowkan motor n then stop
pegang smpah td ni kuat2, ambik lajak sbb nk baling dlm tong besar tu
saje je tak nak park motor dkat2 ngan tong sampah tu..busuk kott..hahah
1 2 3..aq pon baling dgn sekuat hati...yeahhh!!masuk!!
hahah..tibe2 on the same time, aq hilang imbangan motor( aq tak turun motor mse baling sampah tu..leceh kot klau nk turun)
omg, motor dah senget omg omg..hahaha..last jatuh jgak motor tu, berat sgt, x tersupport oleh kaki aku yg hot lgi berkilat mcm kaki kumpulan snsd ni..hahahah
bukan ape, smpah tu berat sgt, mase baling tu terpergi skali ngan badan2 dkat tong smpah..hahaha

maka terjatuh la aku kt ctu, merah padam muka ha, cepat2 tgok kliling ade 2 3 org e budak2 tgh main
serius, lega.......
cepat2 angkat motor smule, press mnyak dgn derasnye pulang ke rumahh..

nothing

esok dah balik kolej..ok bye...=)